Tuesday, November 25, 2008
♥ Al Fatehah for my late aunt...Normah Binte Hashim
The following are as per extracted from my sister's blog, I just cudn't say any further...i just cant describe my feelings right now...
Alfatehah for my late aunt, Normah Binte Hashim. She's not only an aunt to me but a mother too....
*From my sister's blog:
been such a Long tym since i Last blog... was shock to receive a news on friday nyt from abg ayuL asking us to rush to the hospital as my aunt hu undergo operation due to heart attack was in critical state.. nervousLy, we all waited outside the CICU for her...
only God nOes how my heart reaLi pumped... was so very nervous... i kept breathing in n out.. den the doctor came out n call up 4 ppL to enter... ltr, my aunt(Cik Normah), abg in, abg ayuL n cik harith came out showing sign dat my aunt-Cik mok is no Longer ard...
yes... im very upset n distraught... anger n tears flush down my face... anger because the doctor despite knowing dat my aunt haf limited hope, didnt let us enter one last tym.. that is the least we cld do.. atleast we cld whisper 2 kalimah syahadah to cik mok... bt no! he, being unprofessional.. kept saying he tried his best.. its not abt trying his best or not.. its abt letting us in to c her one last tym b4 her last breath... he said her heart stop abt 5 tyms... he nearly gaf up on the 3rd tym... den if he noe, it is dat bad, y didnt let us cum in kann???
he also mention, during the operation, they realise that cik mok's heart was only 20% function... den y continue w the op n make matters worst?????
i m reaLLy not happy w the service dere at NUH...
aft dat rush of to atok's house to take Arwah nenek's kain batik... it was very very sad... den back to abg ayuL's house... we went back home earLy n gf shikin tag along, slept at my house.. she too was devestated... cik mok once tell her,"Nanti bile cik mok da balik, shikin dgn firah dtg uma cik mok ehk? tLg jage cik mok... nanti cik mok upah..." honestLy, cik mok is more comfy w her...
the next day, we waited for her body to arrived back home... was so late bcoz they nid to do autopsy... wen her body was being brought back, tears felt everywhr... aft the kafan n stuff lyk dat, it was our turn to sent our last gud bye.....
cik mok face was very tenang n berseri... white n clean... resemble her pure heart n her characteristic... i too, took my last chance to tabur the pacai for the very last tym n look at her for the last tym... no one couLd hoLd back their tears... my tears juz fLow non stop.... dis is so sad...
i wasnt happy with the death cert either... timing of death is all wrong n reason of death is simpLy, Cardiac faiLure, pending investigation... how stupid is dat?????
wadeva it is, Arwah Cik Mok seLamat dikebumikan yestede...
if only i cld haf my last words wif her, "Cik Mok... terima kasih sebab berada disisi keluarga Firah biLa kita di timpa musibah.... Firah sayang Cik Mok... dan Firah rindu Cik Mok...." Semoga Arwah Cik Mok berada disamping org2 yg beriman dan roh-roh bebas yg aLim dan warak... Al-Fatehah buat Normah Binte Hashim... (pic below, in purple)
